I'm so annoyed with myself. I suffer from The Grass Is Always Greener Syndrome and I really need to change it. Maybe just getting this off my chest will help...
I really liked living in Liberty Lake. I always knew that area had a lot to offer, and there are a million things that make it great, but after a while I was ready for a change. Nate kept telling me that we would never find an area like Liberty Lake again. He always reminded me of the things we would miss about it, but I just didn't feel like Liberty Lake was our final destination. So I was excited about moving to Vancouver because it was something new and different. But now, big surprise... I'm missing Liberty Lake so badly. I knew I would miss it, but I didn't think it would be this hard.
Don't get me wrong, this area is really nice. It's beautiful and there are lots of things to see, do, eat, etc. Plus, my best friend from high school is not too far away. (I'm so glad you're here, Jenn!) But I'm still longing for the place we called home. I wonder if I would love this area just as much as Liberty Lake if I had been living here for the past 5 years. Maybe I would.
But for now, I'm just really missing my old life. I miss my ward, my friends and family, my neighborhood... lots of things. Plus, Nate is so much busier with work now than he was in Liberty Lake, so I just feel so alone here. I know it's gonna get better, but for now this is hard.
Thanks for listening.
Liberty Lake photos stolen from Pinterest
“The reason people find it so hard to be happy is that they always see the past better than it was, the present worse than it is, and the future less resolved than it will be.”
– Marcel Pagnol